It is fundamental in the Course
that God is Pure Oneness and God is Mind and only Mind. Any thoughts of duality
or of any kind of reality outside of God is an illusion, a wayward thought. It
is through the idea of separation that we have become enmeshed in what seems to
be a haphazard, sometimes insane reality. And it is the ego that keeps the
separation illusion going.
The One and Only Ego
In the Course, the phrase ‘the
ego’ appears more than 400 times. The word ‘egos’ appears only 7 times, mostly
in Chapter 4, ‘The Illusions of the Ego’. Clearly the focus of the Course is on
seeing the ego as a whole, as one complete entity, and not as billions of
individual egos. My ego and your ego are simply the ego, not a collection of
separate egos having separate thoughts.
It all starts with the idea of
separation and the group of thoughts that a part of God can actually separate
from God. This leads to the separated self, the feeling of being a self
separate from God, what the Course tells us is the fundamental illusion. The
part of the separated self that focuses solely on maintaining that illusion is
the ego, the one and only ego. This ego uses whatever means it can to keep us
focused on all the pain and anger and guilt in the world, so we will believe we
are truly separate.
In order to further distance
itself from the True Self, the separated self created the illusion of the great
split, the one ego becoming billions of individuals. These individuals see
themselves living in a world with other individuals. We appear to be isolated,
separated personalities, but this is just another illusion created by the one
ego. No matter how obvious it appears, all of those individuals in the world
are part of a whole.
If another person gets angry
with you, you may feel anger or fear or guilt as a response. You feel this
person is someone separate from you, with separate thoughts and feelings. Even
as you view this situation from the point of view of the Course, you see this
as one ego attacking another. But there truly is only one ego, and when we
perceive someone attacking us, it is simply a part of the ego attacking itself.
The Consequences of One Ego
There are many ramifications to
this. For instance, if there is only one ego, then those billions of egos are
part of one entity. This means that every thought that you have is known by
every part of the ego, and likewise you, as part of the ego, know every thought
of every other part of the ego. You may try to hide this knowledge from yourself,
but those thoughts are there nonetheless.
This then is a simple
explanation for intuition, for clairvoyance, for any mental phenomenon where
knowledge of the thoughts and feelings of others is concerned. The fact that
some people feel greater intuition about others, or are more aware of events
that are perceived beyond the normal five senses, is simply that some
individuals have fewer mental barriers preventing them from seeing the totality
of the ego.
Another is the idea of reality
creation, that we fundamentally create our own personal experience. This idea
is in complete agreement with the Course, in that the Course says that what we
perceive is what we project. We first have the idea, and then we experience
that reality. By realizing there is only one ego, then whenever we are
expressing ego-like behavior or we see this behavior in others, what we express
and what we observe comes from the same place.
One problem with the concept of
reality creation has always been – How do I create my reality with you in it,
and you create your reality with me in it, and somehow it all agrees? With the
idea of only one ego, then reality creation becomes the one and only ego
creating one and only one reality. There is no possibility of conflicting
realities, so when I create what appears to be my reality, it is simply part of
the one ego creating its one reality.
Of course, ultimately what this
leads to is the realization that we are not individual personalities, that when
we think and act and perceive, we are simply part of the one ego mind that is
thinking and acting and perceiving through all these illusory individuals. This
idea can be scary at first, since we fear the loss of our individual selves
with the ability to make our own personal individual decisions. The reality is
that it is the one ego that is making all of these decisions, and as long as we
give that ego the power to make those decisions, we will feel trapped in this
illusory reality.
Freeing Ourselves from the One Ego
So how do we break free of all
of this? We first must realize that the ego is only part of the separated self.
There is another part of the mind that has never lost the awareness that the
separation idea is an illusion. This is the one and only Holy Spirit, our
connection to God that can lead us on the path back to our True Self, the Self
that knows only the Oneness of God.
Ultimately we do have one choice
in this life, to choose to let the ego make our decisions for us, or to choose
the Holy Spirit. When we choose the Holy Spirit, we can finally be led away
from the ego’s illusory world. That world is the source for all the pain we
experience in this life, and it is our connection to the Holy Spirit that can
release that pain.
It is all those non-loving
thoughts the ego presents to us, all the thoughts of fear, anger, attack, and
guilt, that we can be free of through our connection to the Holy Spirit. It is
through the act of forgiveness, of realizing these thoughts truly are
illusions, that we begin to choose another way, the way of God and the Holy
Spirit.
By following the step by step process in my blog post
below, The Practice of Forgiveness, you can change your life, away from
one of conflict, fear, and guilt to one of love and peace and connection to
God. These are not fairytale ideas, but real, practical ideas that will lead to
real change. The one and only ego can maintain itself only if we choose to
focus on the non-loving part of our lives. Choose for God and the Holy Spirit,
and the Love and Peace of the True God can be yours.
Good write up Ed.
ReplyDeleteThank you Ed for your concise information and sharing it with us. Your latest book is very well written. Again, thank you.
ReplyDeleteI am familiar with the course and Gary Renard's books I've read. I love Kashmir Shivaism and practice Surat Shabd Yoga. This post on ego connected so many dots in my mind that I had an epiphany and it shifted
ReplyDeletemy perception of the ego in a big way. You can read and study so much and then sometimes it's just a few words spoken by a teacher and ten thousands lights turn on. Thank You !!!
This helped connect dots for me too! This is the first time I recal reading about the ego being a shared component of all the seemingly separate selves and the consequences of that. Thank you!
ReplyDeleteIt is true. This is a very high realization. Lest remember not everyone is ready for this. I have realized the above and I am not sure if I am ready for it. I believe perhaps there is no need for this on the physical plane. Dissolution (or realization) happens when we die. The physical plane is meant to experience Love. Let Love thus be the gospel. Let every religion be. Let everyone be. Simply Love. It is good enough. Thank you.
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