For most of us, life seems to
follow a simple trajectory. We were born some years ago, an event we don’t
remember very well. We inhabit a body through which we interact with the world,
a world of other bodies all living within the confines of this planet earth. At
some time off in the future, at a time unknown to us, we are fairly sure we are
going to die. What happened to us before we were born and what happens after we
die are both a bit hazy. What purpose there is to all of this is hazy as well.
Lost in this haziness, we ask, Where can we find answers to our purpose on this
earth?
First let’s look at a common
belief system in the Western world, the scientific view. Around the time of the
Renaissance, science began to gain ground as the primary belief system for many
in the world. At that time, natural science and natural philosophy were
considered part of the same study. Since then, science has focused more and
more on the ‘how’ and much less on the ‘why’.
Today there is a predominant
belief in the world, even among individuals who say they are religious, that
our behavior and our mental state are primarily influenced by our brains and
our bodies. Through inherited traits and learning, these neural processes seem
to determine our state of mind. If we are depressed or in fear or angry, it is
a combination of who we are in a biological sense and our interaction with the
world that causes these feelings and behaviors.
If you ask a scientist today how
the universe works, you will get long, detailed answers describing the physics
of particles and atoms, the chemistry of molecules, and the biology of life. If
you ask why the world works this way, you may get a blank stare or a comment
that such questions are not the purview of science. In fact, most scientists
act and speak as if there is no God in the world they describe, even if
personally they may still consider themselves religious.
Fundamentally then, in this
scientific view of the world, there is no place for the big ‘why’ questions.
The purpose of science is to discover the laws that exist and govern the
physical world, not to think about why the laws are this way or why we are even
in this world at all.
The Western Religious View
In the Western religions –
Judaism, Christianity, Islam – there is a single God who lives in Heaven and
somehow rules in a mostly loving way over our lives. This God created humans
(or perhaps souls who occupy human bodies) and each human/soul is born into a
body which lives in the earthly realm. We come into this human form with a
fundamental conflict between our animalistic nature and our higher nature. God
has provided us, through his prophets, rules we are to live by, and if we
follow these rules religiously, we may have a more fulfilling life and make it
to Heaven after we die.
But the purpose for all this
seems rather odd. In all these religions, there are times when God is vengeful
toward some of these humans who don’t follow His rules. He is supposed to be
truly loving the rest of the time, so why would God go to all the trouble to
place these humans in an often unpleasant situation, in order to see whether
they will live up to the test? If one fails God, the punishments promised are
draconian. Does God enjoy sending those failures off to Hell? Or is God not in
charge and there really is a devil with whom God is in some great battle?
Whatever combination of these
beliefs one tries to follow, one must always be in fear of slipping up and
bringing down the wrath. Conversely if one somehow manages to do everything
right and makes it back to Heaven after death, what was the point of the whole
exercise? God created us in the first place, so why would he create flawed
humans, in the hopes some might be able to overcome all the flaws and make it
back Home? Why wouldn’t he just create them and keep them in Heaven?
When asked about these
questions, the leaders of the religions will usually tell you to read a
particular scripture for answers. Other times they will answer with something
like, ‘God works in mysterious ways.’ or ‘We can never really know God’s
purpose.’ What’s the point of religion if we are not supposed to understand?
We’re left with the fundamental question – ‘Why did God put us here?’
The Course and God
A Course in Miracles
teaches us about a very different kind of God. This God is Pure Love and is
never vengeful or wrathful. This God is Pure Mind, so the Heaven referred to in
the Course is not a place, but a state of Mind. This means we can experience
Heaven simply through a change of mind. That change of mind may not be easy
because we will resist it, but the process described in the Course for making
that change is clear and simple.
What we learn in the Course is
that our True Self is in a state of Pure Oneness within the Mind of God. This
is our Natural State. All the experiences we have in this world of bodies
interacting within a physical universe is an illusion, the illusion created by
the idea of separation. We have chosen (and we continue to choose) this idea of
separation and this choice has led to all the pain, guilt, and fear we
experience in this world. It leads to all the thoughts we have that are not
loving thoughts.
We call the part of the
separated self that maintains this illusion the ego. We spend most of our time in
this world listening to the ego’s view of the world, the non-loving thoughts we
have about the others we share this world with and thoughts about ourselves. We
seem to get angry when we don’t ‘want’ to. We feel guilt but don’t know why. We
suffer loss, and even when we achieve success and gain, there is a nagging part
of us that can’t fully embrace it. All of this is due to our choice for the
ego.
There's No 'Here' Here
What we discover when we ask the
question, ‘Why did God put us here?’ is that God does not accept that ‘here’
exists. God knows it is an illusion simply because God knows how we were
created, and what God created cannot be separate from God, but is an integral
part of the Oneness that is God’s Mind. We believe in the illusion; God does not.
The ego will do everything in
its power to convince us that ‘here’ is real. This is the voice in our mind
that tells us there is danger in the world, that we are less than perfect,
flawed bodies who must protect ourselves from the evils around us. And we must
hide the guilt and shame we feel at times from others, for we know they will
judge us just as we judge them. This ‘here’ is the ego’s creation and we make
this choice every time we accept one of our non-loving thoughts as real.
There is another part of the
separated self, called the Holy Spirit in the Course, that knows we are
experiencing an illusion and provides us with a connection back to God. When we
choose the Holy Spirit’s view, we have the opportunity to see past this
illusion and realize that all our non-loving thoughts are keeping us focused on
this world.
The Holy Spirit knows that
‘here’ is not real, just a useless illusion we have accepted because we wanted
to believe in the separation. The Holy Spirit will not judge us, but will
simply respond to our willingness and intention to change how we see the world
with love and kindness and acceptance. When we connect with the Holy Spirit
within, we can discover the place that is ‘not-here’. This is the place within
our minds of peace and safety and love.
Finding Meaning through Forgiveness
We will never find an answer to
our question in this world because the ego is the one asking it. The ego is
here to sow the seeds of doubt in our minds, and when we listen to it, we will
believe in its confusion. Fortunately, the Course teaches us that through
forgiveness, we can get free of the ego and all this confusion, and
re-experience the love and peace that are our Natural State.
We’ve learned in ‘The Practice
of Forgiveness’ about the three-step process to forgive. First we connect with
the Holy Spirit within, our communication link back to God. Then we identify a
non-loving thought within our mind. Finally we take that thought with all the
emotions surrounding it and pass it off to the Holy Spirit as we forgive the
illusory experience that led to the thought, along with anyone associated with
the experience.
As we learn this process and
apply the practice, eventually we will be able to forgive in real-time,
instantly recognizing a non-loving thought and instantly forgiving it. This
will lead in time to the state of continual forgiveness, a state where all
non-loving thoughts are instantly forgiven. Once there, we can live in a state
of peace within the seemingly chaotic world around us. We are on the path Home.
So what we discover through the
Course is that God didn’t put us here at all. We put ourselves here, and more
importantly, we continue to keep ourselves here through our choice to listen to
the ego. Once we realize this and make a commitment to follow a path of love,
kindness, and forgiveness, we can stop asking these ego-inspired ‘why’
questions. The practice of forgiveness is the meaning in our life.
Forgiveness leads us ultimately to experiencing only love and peace in life,
and once there we are comfortably on our way Home. There can be nothing more
meaningful than finding our way back to the Loving Mind of God.
Excellent write up! Ed, you hit the nail on in a number issues with easy to read explanations. This one is a keeper! Your NM brother . . .
ReplyDeleteCan someone explain, why we were born with the ego?
ReplyDeleteThis is an excellent question that have yet to see answered.
DeleteI think it is because we are created/born and we have the choice of Being with God or choosing our own path. Our decision to be with God is a reunion and a rejoicing, a time of celebration. We are born and we have to grow and understand. The ego serves a purpose for a while, then we must go into the mystery of our Being. We shall all return to God. Best to return while on this Earth.
DeleteWhy did God allow us to separate from him/her/it? Why does God allow it to continue?
ReplyDeleteThe first thing to say is that knowing the Mind of God completely is probably futile while we choose the ego’s world. To address your question comes back to the theme of this post, which is that God didn’t really put us here. We chose this existence when we chose the separation. God gives us the freedom to choose – that is his gift to us. Remember that the separation is an illusion, a thought with no substance. We, as our ego selves, strive to keep the illusion alive, but ultimately through love and forgiveness, the illusion can be broken and we can return to our full knowledge of God, the God that allowed us the freedom to see a separation that wasn’t there, and to see the beauty of the Mind of God when we choose differently.
DeleteGreat post!! You write very clearly yet also very elegantly.
ReplyDeleteI do have a question - I find it hard to believe there is no real purpose, as you say that this world is a "useless illusion".
Is it? Even with knowing that we are one, the body is still experiences the world as we "see". So there is no purpose in this experience as humans/ physical beings?
In the book conversations with god by neal donald walsh, he says that this wasn't an accident and that God through us is experiencing his glory of who He really is, which is love. So the "negative" and "bad" are there for the purpose of us to experience who we really are as one with God, by experiencing the contrast (basically, to know fully and understand white we must also know black, and through the contrast we experience the awesomeness of love not just in knowing but in experiencing). Its an illusion, yet an illusion created by US for US and ultimately for God. I think it was written in the course that the will of the son is the will of God and tge other way around.
I'm just a beginner with ACIM but i don't see this point of view that much.
Would love to hear your thoughts on this :))
Thanks
If there’s one thing you can say about the Course, it’s that it is repetitive. And one thing it repeats often is that this world of separation we believe we live in is an illusion. We, as Children of God, have freedom of choice and we can choose the separation illusion, or we can choose the Holy Spirit. There is no ‘purpose’ to choosing separation. It doesn’t make us better or stronger or smarter. It only perpetuates the ego’s view of the world. I suppose you could say we have a ‘purpose’ of choosing differently, so when we choose to experience the Holy Spirit through forgiveness and love, we are moving closer to the Mind of God and that’s what the Course is directing us to do.
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